Forget about him, hun. Sorry if that sounds harsh but you've answered your own question, haven't you? You're just looking for affirmation. Most of us have been infatuated with people who have been no good for us. But, in the end, they just drag you down and make you feel bad about yourself.
There's someone out there who is deserving of you, trust me. But, from what you say, this lad isn't him.
There's someone out there who is deserving of you, trust me. But, from what you say, this lad isn't him.