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I'm so sorry to hear that 
*hugs*
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Posted: 09:11 Feb 14 2004
God Sucks!
I want my daddy back!
In total dissaray and shock, my dad died yesterday, he had heartburn yesterday and popped in on way to dentist, he never got there. was found hunched over in works van, someone called ambulance paramedics worked for over 1/2 hr in cab and on way back in ambulance + in hospital. It looks like massive heart attack.
Police came and I new before they arrived was in bath and bizzare stuff came into head (kids outside making racket) and I was thinking shut up my dads dead and new police were coming.
My stomachs in knots, feeling so sick and head just wants to explode, everyones a mess.Can someone stop this horriddream I want to wake up
Hug Please
In total dissaray and shock, my dad died yesterday, he had heartburn yesterday and popped in on way to dentist, he never got there. was found hunched over in works van, someone called ambulance paramedics worked for over 1/2 hr in cab and on way back in ambulance + in hospital. It looks like massive heart attack.
Police came and I new before they arrived was in bath and bizzare stuff came into head (kids outside making racket) and I was thinking shut up my dads dead and new police were coming.
My stomachs in knots, feeling so sick and head just wants to explode, everyones a mess.Can someone stop this horrid
dream I want to wake upHug Please
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Sorry to hear of your loss, Sarah. There's not much anyone can say that will ease the pain but we are all thinking of you and your family *hugs*
Posted: 13:13 Feb 14 2004 
thats a terrible loss. my condolences to you and your family.
Posted: 15:30 Feb 14 2004 
I'm really sorry to hear this, i can't imagine what you are goig through but *hugz* my thoguhts are with you and your family at this time.
Posted: 19:27 Feb 14 2004 
Me knows this won't help but I'm real sorry, my thoughts and prayers (not to mention *truckloads of hugs*) are with you and your family
Posted: 10:51 Feb 16 2004
Big Thank You's all for your support and kind words. Reality has yet to arrive, I'm waiting for a white rabbit or anything tlkien based to arrive.
Am experiencing a parallel universe known as this is what you get from not sorting a will out, bizare paperwork and sixty million things coz everything was in dad's name.I think the realisation that he's gone will hit when everything else is sorted now.
I'm hoarding paperwork around my chair, trying to organise and help mum coz she gets flustered by it all.We're trying not to use a solicitor coz of the cost and most of the stuff they'd do is the easy bit.
The Oscars was a big escape for me as last night yep I taped them, coz as the tech junkie I am I wanted to see all the Costume, make-up, effects ones which usually get edited
out. Return Of The King was the last film we saw with dad, he really wanted to see it and made sure it was quiet, with me getting panicky with crowds. Just like he convinced mum & me that I'd be O.K on the London trip to see the LOR exhibition, only every wanting me to be happy.
That film will always be poignant to me, especially one Gandalf line which gets me every time.
ALL WE CAN DO IS MAKE THE MOST OF THE TIME WE ARE GIVEN
11 Oscars! He'll be cheering wherever he is
Am experiencing a parallel universe known as this is what you get from not sorting a will out, bizare paperwork and sixty million things coz everything was in dad's name.I think the realisation that he's gone will hit when everything else is sorted now.
I'm hoarding paperwork around my chair, trying to organise and help mum coz she gets flustered by it all.We're trying not to use a solicitor coz of the cost and most of the stuff they'd do is the easy bit.
The Oscars was a big escape for me as last night yep I taped them, coz as the tech junkie I am I wanted to see all the Costume, make-up, effects ones which usually get edited
out. Return Of The King was the last film we saw with dad, he really wanted to see it and made sure it was quiet, with me getting panicky with crowds. Just like he convinced mum & me that I'd be O.K on the London trip to see the LOR exhibition, only every wanting me to be happy.
That film will always be poignant to me, especially one Gandalf line which gets me every time.
ALL WE CAN DO IS MAKE THE MOST OF THE TIME WE ARE GIVEN
11 Oscars! He'll be cheering wherever he is
Posted: 14:46 Mar 01 2004 [ 1 2 ]