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Hey Sange, lovely to hear from you, my not so ickle Hannah turns seven in just under two weeks time. Remember how dinky she was? she now fits in clothes for a nine year old 
Posted: 11:41 Feb 14 2008
The "Who the hell still comes on here" thread...
.. and it's to do exactly what it says on the label.
So who is still around? Who still looks here everyday, or is it now a once a month thing? Whatever happened to some of the old school posters(SpaceDuck anyone?). Basically this is a roll call. So if you still check the site, post below with how often you come on and maybe a little bit about your life now.
So I probably check the site once a day, I lurk more often than I post nowadays unless there's something that catches my interest. In real life I'm living in Kent, selling fruit to supermarkets and getting drunk most weekends. Exciting stuff huh
So what about you??
So who is still around? Who still looks here everyday, or is it now a once a month thing? Whatever happened to some of the old school posters(SpaceDuck anyone?). Basically this is a roll call. So if you still check the site, post below with how often you come on and maybe a little bit about your life now.
So I probably check the site once a day, I lurk more often than I post nowadays unless there's something that catches my interest. In real life I'm living in Kent, selling fruit to supermarkets and getting drunk most weekends. Exciting stuff huh
So what about you?? Posted: 11:41 Feb 14 2008 Would that be the hairy one
by Milky
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!! I miss u too Sange... it seems so long ago that I was flashing my bum at you on the underground lol
(Edited by Milky 12/02/2008 20:49)
Posted: 11:58 Feb 14 2008 Not unless it's cold wet and soggy there
by mad
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i assume thats manchester NH, not the glorious democratic peoples republic of mancunia...
Posted: 11:59 Feb 14 2008 ello POF
by PictureOfFlowers
Wow... Sange, Yally! It's been ages!! Good to hear from you both again...
Posted: 11:59 Feb 14 2008 awwww bless, James is "the tallest in the class" apperently lol
by Keenangel
Hey Sange, lovely to hear from you, my not so ickle Hannah turns seven in just under two weeks time. Remember how dinky she was? she now fits in clothes for a nine year old
Posted: 12:06 Feb 14 2008 
Hello everyone. Remember me? I'm the german bird who used to come over for any good party. 
I have to admit that I hardly come here anymore and even then I only lurk. Mostly cause I'm a bit ashamed that I haven't tried harder to stay in touch with everyone. Once I started studying everything was new and exciting and I threw myself into the work. Compared to the time when I first joined BuffyUK (When I was 16... it's actually been 8 years now...) I was a lot happier. I did something I loved doing and I suddenly had lots of friends (in school I always was the odd one out...not in a good way..). But I never forgot you lot. Looking back ( and I'm really really trying hard not to sound too soppy here..) the times I had with you lot were probably the best times of my life. Whenever I opened the door to Pages I instantly felt at home with you guys. Teresa, Yvonne, Kat, Kate, Rana, Hannah, all the bitches and blokes,(I don't want to miss anyone, so, basically, here's a big hug and a kiss for everyone.)You were like my family and I want to thank you all *so* very much for always making me feel welcome.
Life now is so very different for me compared to back then. I'm still an officially enrolled student with about 2 years to go to my M.D. I won a little scholarship and am working on my Thesis. It's an experimental thesis ( I have lots and lots of lab rats. None of them as funny as Pimky&the brain though..) and I really love doing it. I am struggling with keeping up my work though (this is where it gets dark...so...to all the happy people who want to stay in the good world: Here's a hug and a kiss for old times sake...) I've really enjoyed reading about how you all are happy with your life and I wish you nothing less(!!!), but I'm in a pretty dark place right now. I don't want to bore you with too much detail but basically something pretty bad happened to me a few month ago and I just can't get over it. It's gone as far as clinical depression and I can't seem to get better. I cry every day and sometimes I don't even know why I should bother with getting up. I broke off the contact to..well..basically...everyone. Even to my mum. And I really can't see us ever getting our good relationship back. I know that it's beyond repair. So...basically there's rock bottom, 300 feet of crap and rubble underneath and then there's me. Big yay.
Why am I writing all of this on a public board? For all the reasons I wrote in the first paragraph. Right now I am completely and utterly alone. I've never felt this bad in my life. Frankly I never knew I could. If this can make me feel just a little bit at home than I've won a lot. And I have nothing to loose.
EDIT: I just noticed that I sound really damn pathetic. But hey.. if you can't deal with that...tough
(Edited by sara-angel. 12/03/2008 23:54)
I have to admit that I hardly come here anymore and even then I only lurk. Mostly cause I'm a bit ashamed that I haven't tried harder to stay in touch with everyone. Once I started studying everything was new and exciting and I threw myself into the work. Compared to the time when I first joined BuffyUK (When I was 16... it's actually been 8 years now...) I was a lot happier. I did something I loved doing and I suddenly had lots of friends (in school I always was the odd one out...not in a good way..). But I never forgot you lot. Looking back ( and I'm really really trying hard not to sound too soppy here..) the times I had with you lot were probably the best times of my life. Whenever I opened the door to Pages I instantly felt at home with you guys. Teresa, Yvonne, Kat, Kate, Rana, Hannah, all the bitches and blokes,(I don't want to miss anyone, so, basically, here's a big hug and a kiss for everyone.)You were like my family and I want to thank you all *so* very much for always making me feel welcome.
Life now is so very different for me compared to back then. I'm still an officially enrolled student with about 2 years to go to my M.D. I won a little scholarship and am working on my Thesis. It's an experimental thesis ( I have lots and lots of lab rats. None of them as funny as Pimky&the brain though..) and I really love doing it. I am struggling with keeping up my work though (this is where it gets dark...so...to all the happy people who want to stay in the good world: Here's a hug and a kiss for old times sake...) I've really enjoyed reading about how you all are happy with your life and I wish you nothing less(!!!), but I'm in a pretty dark place right now. I don't want to bore you with too much detail but basically something pretty bad happened to me a few month ago and I just can't get over it. It's gone as far as clinical depression and I can't seem to get better. I cry every day and sometimes I don't even know why I should bother with getting up. I broke off the contact to..well..basically...everyone. Even to my mum. And I really can't see us ever getting our good relationship back. I know that it's beyond repair. So...basically there's rock bottom, 300 feet of crap and rubble underneath and then there's me. Big yay.
Why am I writing all of this on a public board? For all the reasons I wrote in the first paragraph. Right now I am completely and utterly alone. I've never felt this bad in my life. Frankly I never knew I could. If this can make me feel just a little bit at home than I've won a lot. And I have nothing to loose.
EDIT: I just noticed that I sound really damn pathetic. But hey.. if you can't deal with that...tough
(Edited by sara-angel. 12/03/2008 23:54)
Posted: 23:51 Mar 12 2008
Hey Sarah! Sorry to hear that you're so down. I miss you. It was great when you came to stay with me for a week or so (even when your mum called me up to check I wasn't a crazy mad person from ther internet, lol) and a shame you haven't been around much. I hope you get better soon 
Posted: 07:50 Mar 13 2008 
Hey Sarah ! Good to hear from you but that things aren't great *hug* I know what you mean about Pages - i really miss that place 
Some of us still meet up every so often and you're always more than welcome to join us if you're back in London. Hope the studying goes well and remember, when you're at the bottom, the only way is up. Wishing you all the best
Good to hear from you but that things aren't great *hug* I know what you mean about Pages - i really miss that place Some of us still meet up every so often and you're always more than welcome to join us if you're back in London. Hope the studying goes well and remember, when you're at the bottom, the only way is up. Wishing you all the best
Posted: 08:17 Mar 13 2008
Hi Sarah, my email hasn't changed (eve__b AT hotmail DOT com) so please feel free to drop me a note and we'll get caught up properly. Things have changed a lot for everyone over the last few years, some good and some bad, I'm very sorry to hear you fall into the latter category
On a more positive note, please keep the weekend of March 8th 2009 free - that's my wedding reception and we would LOVE for you to attend
On a more positive note, please keep the weekend of March 8th 2009 free - that's my wedding reception and we would LOVE for you to attend
Posted: 10:01 Mar 13 2008
Sarah darling, i'm so sorry to hear that you're so down right now *big, big hug*
After hitting rock bottom, then the only way is back up again...concentrate on that honey. Would it be worth seeing your GP and maybe talking to someone in a professional field about what it is that has you so down? It may help...just taking the first step...please consider it.
I remember meeting you in Sheffield in 2002 and i've often wondered how you were doing.
Feel better soon sweetheart *another really big hug*
After hitting rock bottom, then the only way is back up again...concentrate on that honey. Would it be worth seeing your GP and maybe talking to someone in a professional field about what it is that has you so down? It may help...just taking the first step...please consider it.
I remember meeting you in Sheffield in 2002 and i've often wondered how you were doing.
Feel better soon sweetheart *another really big hug*
Posted: 10:20 Mar 13 2008 Now there's a piece of news that's slipped under the radar!
by Yvonne
On a more positive note, please keep the weekend of March 8th 2009 free - that's my wedding reception and we would LOVE for you to attend
Sara - over the years as individuals we may well have gone our separate ways, for all manner of reasons (mine being an all-consuming job and the rapid onset of middle age) but I think we all remember where we can go to find our friends when in need. *Hugs*
I think we're in dire need of a party - where's Ethan?...
(Edited by gobstopper 13/03/2008 14:11)
Posted: 11:02 Mar 13 2008 How could we forget you. I remember when you were running in slow motion for us at the Summer Party lol.
by sara-angel.
Hello everyone. Remember me? I'm the german bird who used to come over for any good party.
*hugs* I hope you sort things out and that your life gets better. I'm sure everyone over here in Blighty would love to see you again and perhaps catching up with us all would help re-invigorate you life. I'll cross my fingers for you *hugs*
by sara-angel.I don't want to bore you with too much detail but basically something pretty bad happened to me a few month ago and I just can't get over it. It's gone as far as clinical depression and I can't seem to get better. I cry every day and sometimes I don't even know why I should bother with getting up. I broke off the contact to..well..basically...everyone. Even to my mum. And I really can't see us ever getting our good relationship back. I know that it's beyond repair. So...basically there's rock bottom, 300 feet of crap and rubble underneath and then there's me.
Posted: 20:27 Mar 13 2008 
If I thought there was enough interest, I'd happily get one sorted out mate. Between that and the fact I'm all over the shop at the moment I just havent had time.
by gobstopper
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I think we're in dire need of a party - where's Ethan?...
I've got a couple of ideas though...
Sarah, it's been too long since we heard from you! Like Milky, I remember the slow-mo running at the Summer Party, the time your pierced your ear at the SHP with a badge and the other time that nigh on every man in Pages drooled over you hehe.
We're always here if you need to talk, hell I'm sure I'm right in saying we'd all MAKE time to be in contact.
We were here for you then... And we still are.
Take Care.
(Edited by Ethan 13/03/2008 21:14)
Posted: 21:14 Mar 13 2008 
I don't come here. I'm not here now...
Posted: 14:16 Mar 14 2008 Now there is a blast from the past... Hey Opi
by Opiumia
I don't come here. I'm not here now...
Posted: 19:04 Mar 14 2008
Hey Sara sweetie x
We've all missed you. And I miss Pages. Waaaaaahhhhhhhhh!
I'm so sorry things aren't good for you honey. I'm sure it will turn around for you. If you get really desperate, you can always come and visit all of us. You can laugh at how old and dull we are now (well, me anyway)
We've all missed you. And I miss Pages. Waaaaaahhhhhhhhh!
I'm so sorry things aren't good for you honey. I'm sure it will turn around for you. If you get really desperate, you can always come and visit all of us. You can laugh at how old and dull we are now (well, me anyway)
Posted: 21:22 Mar 15 2008 
Hey Sarah.
Good to see you back, but sorry that it's under such sad circumstances. Hope things get better for you
Good to see you back, but sorry that it's under such sad circumstances. Hope things get better for you
Posted: 12:15 Mar 17 2008
Hello again! First and most importantly: Thank you all so much for your kind words. As you might have guessed I was in an especially bad mood when I posted this. Keeny: I am already seeing someone to talk about everything. January was when I really hit rock bottom and after not eating and little sleep for about 2 weeks a friend basically dragged me to a doctor. She also made me move in with herself for about a month so that she could take care of me. Bless her! I am already better then I was and living on my own again but every couple of days it just hits me again and I loose all hope. It was in one of those moments when I posted my first reply here. I think I have more moodswings then a middle aged woman. Lol. Anyways....moving on....There's more important things to say, like: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *points at Yvonne* Are you frickin' mental woman?? You want to get marry??? To a BOY?? Have you really thought this through? And whats that I hear about Teresa settling down too? What happened to my girls? And who the heck are those miracle workers that managed to tame you two? When I read Yvonnes post at work I started to scream. Not Joking. The coworker sitting next to me jumped about a mile high. Teehee. Ok, seriously: I'm really really happy for the two of you and I'd be honoured to come to your wedding Yvonne. Someone has to get drunk there and hit on all the single guys, right?? Someone has to hold up the bitches-honour!
All the others: Kate (hello gorgeous), Milky, Billy, Gob, DM; Sange (conrats honey!!!), PoF, Noid&Chambler (my foreign buddies) and all the others (Too....many.....names...). I would absolutely LOVE to see you all again. So, Ethan, how 'bout it....? I can sense some interest for a party here.
Oh, and also: I now officially have a London residence (kinda...) My father moved to London with his „new“ girlfriend and their two „new“ children (Tyra is seven and has now started to use eye-make-up, and uses the word „Yeah“ way too often, and ickle Garrit is 4 as of last week and bound to be a ladies-man) So...if you lot can find a date and a place I will *so* be there!!!
And in the interest of sharing memories (tho I really cant recall that slo-mo run you refered to...). I always smile when I think about something Teresa once told me. When she was driving by the airport ickle Billy pointed at it and said: „Thats where Sarah lives“. Bless his heart.
All the others: Kate (hello gorgeous), Milky, Billy, Gob, DM; Sange (conrats honey!!!), PoF, Noid&Chambler (my foreign buddies
) and all the others (Too....many.....names...). I would absolutely LOVE to see you all again. So, Ethan, how 'bout it....? I can sense some interest for a party here.Oh, and also: I now officially have a London residence (kinda...) My father moved to London with his „new“ girlfriend and their two „new“ children (Tyra is seven and has now started to use eye-make-up, and uses the word „Yeah“ way too often, and ickle Garrit is 4 as of last week and bound to be a ladies-man
) So...if you lot can find a date and a place I will *so* be there!!!And in the interest of sharing memories (tho I really cant recall that slo-mo run you refered to...). I always smile when I think about something Teresa once told me. When she was driving by the airport ickle Billy pointed at it and said: „Thats where Sarah lives“. Bless his heart.
Posted: 17:03 Mar 29 2008